plan b.

oso i made it out of the house today with a little more confidence.

the bangs will be bangs. they now belong on my forehead for the time being.

i think my sister jenna is right when she says,

"i bet you'll grow em out before you let them grow on you."

uh yeah. i asked liz how much a trim to the bangs costs.

she says free. as tempting as the words "free" sound...

i'll pass that offer up. what even gave me more of a boost to pass that up was this pretty face who was starring at me in the line at the grocery store.

"well sheena marie williams."

There she is again with her beautiful precious hair. look at the color, and look at that simple cut.

cha-ching. august's issue of vogue is now mine.

it's my study guide/reminder/ to grow the bangs. live and learn. make a goal.

and quit my crying.

so here she is. here is gwyneth's spread. and my future natural makeover.

cheers to hair pills.

the big bang theory.

ehh. so i got a little bold today. really bold. like i couldn't stop myself bold and then i started to get all pumped because i felt so unstoppable and brave to make what i think is a huge transition.

now im laughing at myself because i dont know if what i have done was a smart thing.

and there really is nothing i can do but go with it and make the best out of my

STRAIGHT ACROSS BANGS!!!!

shheeeyeaaaaaah.

that's what i get for being alone in provo.

with no one in the streets.

and no one in the house to give me their personal opinion on wether i should

just do it or dont even go there.

well i went there. and i feel like im wearing a wig.

i feel like kate hudson in "bride wars."

right, i know... im obsessed with kate hudson, so to feel like her should feel like a victory. even though kate's my woman, my leading lady, i've heard a few mouths say,

"ehh... not feeling her hair in that flick."

so with that said.... i pulled into the grocery store parking lot today, sat in the car. played with my kate hudson bangs in the mirror, and i dashed out of smiths like a mad woman.

im not ready for the public eye to see my bangs. i've got to feel like myself first.

word.

america.

goodbye england.

i really had fun hanging out with you for six weeks.

i truly find you fascinating and entertaining.

i sure am going to miss you.

dont worry, im sure i'll be back for another visit.

but it's time i must go back to my country.

im going to america.

p.s. who am i kidding? im keeping the blog.

p.p.s. and thanks mom and dad for such a fun HOLIDAY! i loved spending time with the two of you! you guys are a blast! love you both!

we're on a roll!

PSHYC!

truth be told, this blog is a bust.

seriously, i ain't fishing for comments but when you see the number

0

0

0

all the live long day you can't help but think to yourself

"eh, so am i just blogging to myself? am i the only one reading my own thoughts?"

lets be honest. blogs are for people with significant others and kin.

i obviously have neither. and im forced to believe that sadly, thats all that people care to hear about. so with that said, i debate wether to continue this useless blog. or maybe i should just go private and invite one reader.

MYSELF.

and maybe i'll just start the blog up again, if i get a boyfriend, or a dog, or a cat, or maybe bring one of my african kiddies home from ghana, or maybe turn that boyfriend into a husband. so i dont know...

we'll see how im feeling in a couple of days about this blog guy.

yeah yeah yehaaa.

chester, england.

finally. a post of chester, england. the new home to brian and donna robbins.

i feel very lucky and blessed to have the opportunity to come out here and visit.

i've never been to england, so this has all been very exciting for me.

chester is a very small old roman city. the roman wall still stands and surrounds the city.

my mom and i loved walking it on occasion. the people in chester are SO friendly and think we have funny accents. i think the same about them.

i just really love it here. im happy my parents do too.

my parents flat is located right on the river dee. to get into town we just cross the extension bridge. parties are always taken place on the river dee. tour boats such as "the lady diana" and "mark twain" are always making their way down the river, and on occasions, at night, women will be on "the lady diana" dancing to ABBA. i can hear them from our window. it's quite entertaining.

there is a band always playing on that gazebo every sunday. and right behind the gazebo is an american bbq restaurant. it's good, its not totally american but it will do. although their root beer floats are a little skewed. the root beer is sour, they plop in one scoop of ice cream and then add ice cubes to the mix. yeah...

driving through wales.

city of chester.

chester is full of tudor buildings. i love these buildings. they are all shops and pubs most likely selling fish and chips with beer. many of the buildings are original, made of wood and most of them are literally slanting. i love how most of the buildings have flower boxes hanging from the glass windows.

so there you have it. the city of chester! its quite the cute little place.

quiet, small, easy to get around, friendly.

i love it.

mr. & mrs.

miss sari rae tied the knot to her very own "jake gyllenhaal" yesterday in mesa, arizona.

i can't begin to tell you how excited i am for dillon and sara. i just think they are the cutest lovebirds.

im really sad i missed out on their special day but thanks to good friends, photos will tie me over. don't they look good? really, they are killing me with their style. i just love these two.

happy wedding day kiddies.